This crazy gift called life!

Insecurity crushes my chest. My eyes dampen with unshed tears. For so many, feelings fade if not within eyesight. Will it be easier to not see the love inevitably disperse? Will my heart just shatter in place when met with the first void glance? The thought of your blue eyes vacant of the fire that consumes me steals my breath. I fear I may freeze to my core without it. Never again being the cause of your enchanting smile... my mind can barely process it. Sadly, my love is irrevocable. My soul has chosen and, you are its mate. Loving you will be my eternity. I always knew you were more than I ever deserved to receive, but, I had hoped life could overlook stealing my happiness just this once.

Watching the light fade from your eyes is like slowly dying,  Especially knowing you don't realize I can see it happening  And wondering if you have even felt it fading, yet. Already missing the way your face softens when you look at me.  That smile that steals my breath will be next to exit.  Oh, how I will miss those stolen touches and secret glances.  I don't think my heart will ever cease racing next to you... Though, now, an edge of pain will accompany it, too.  Knowing, late at night, that I am now alone in my dreams  You will no longer linger with me there... Our adventures have ended.  My nights now will merely circle every beautiful memory we've shared... Until I awake brushing away tears.  Knowing, from the beginning, I never deserved your love, Is cold solace for my aching heart. Melancholia steals over me as I sadly tuck my soul away Into the box where it should have stayed. I wonder if I should ...