This crazy gift called life!

The constant noise of my mind Circling redundantly... Thoughts fixating on the  absence of your arms... Missing the calmness of your smile... Clinging tightly to our tether... Needing the warmth of  your soul surrounding mine. And your quiet, rumbling voice reassuring me, As the strength of your arms  enfold this cold and fragile form. Craving the feel of your lips against mine The breath of life to lungs  that require your scent. Staring longingly at the stars... Wishing, sadly, that I could spend my nights  looking upon you as they do. 

The silence gnaws at my mind Our tether seeming distant today... Frightening my soul.  Waiting sadly...my mind filled will thoughts of your voice  Feeling my broken pieces tremble in anticipation of cascading across the floor minus the comfort of your arms My world is grey and empty Without the sunshine of your smile.  Missing those sky blue eyes that bring my heart to life and  The scent of your skin at the inhale of every breath.  So many thoughts in my mind... My world feels like it is falling apart.  I just want the safety of your chest beneath my cheek To stop the fall of tears.