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Trying so desperately to mask it but,
I miss you so terribly.
Your fingertips on my skin,
Arms holding me close.
The scent of your neck.
Your soft, firm lips tasting mine.
The strength of your body 
surrounding me.
Well-worded phrases
 that nearly drive me from my mind.
Smiles that create their own 
sunshine in my day.
Your voice that 
slides like velvet along my skin. 
A gaze that makes my heart stutter 
before finding its beat again.
The feeling I get when 
the words "I love you" slip from your lips.
I so dearly want to be close...

I miss my home.

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