Normal

What have I done? 
Was my anxiety too much?
I should have kept them hidden 
Far away from discovery. 
Your sweet words have vanished 
From sight.
I have searched frantically to find you again.
Watching sadly as my research returns empty.
Wracked with confusion, 
My soul feels so lost. 
Frightened to reach for our tether
Fearing I might find it gone. 
A heart that was so buoyant 
Now deathly silent. 
Rethinking each word I said...
Wondering which wrong path I took. 
So many thoughts I should not 
Have whispered...
They circle viscously in my mind...
A billboard of my brokenness. 
Staring into the mirror despondently wondering

Why can I not just be normal? 

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